I have always felt like I am losing my grip with life. Even after a life-altering event that seemed to put me on track, I still have a part of me that is not healed. The next six months will be challenging for me, as I try to figure out how to be stable and grounded.

I need to learn how to stop depending on others, stop hurting myself, quit anything that drains my energy and motivation, stop giving more than I receive and stop getting hurt more than I hurt, to be kinder to myself and others, improve my self-worth, and protect my family and their happiness.

It sounds daunting, I don’t think it will be easy. Being an empath is like drinking poison despite knowing the consequences. It sometimes hurts me terribly. I am unsure how life works at times. Not sure how humans work.

I thought I was fine being less prioritised by everyone. Only to realise I myself was putting myself in the backseat. And I realised I need to make myself the first option and focus on just me in the upcoming months.

Haiku Poem:

Life is Slipping Away
But I can find my Balance
I Choose Myself First